L4MD....
I think the question you have to ask (IMO) is what do you really want?
I believe that if your (our) prayers come from our heart....God will address them according to what he believes our needs to be at that time.
In my case, I am getting the message that I need to learn "patience", "humility", "respect" and "selfless ness"
On top of that....I have a lot to get back under control and rolling for my future. I have made huge strides, and am looking really good, but I know that I have a long road ahead still....and its always best to take your time for 2-4 years after such a life changing event like ours.
I'm glad you had a nice time getting out....and being social is essential to staying healthy, happy and engaged in life...
By the sounds of it...your making your way to becoming a new and improved "you".....and that sounds awesome...keep it up!


M 52
W 40
D 15 (step)
S 12 (step)
Married 7, together almost 8
Separated 1 year before bomb from her "I love you, I'm just..."
BD final 8/22/12