thank you kat and fig for checking in. Yes, I deserve better! I have so many positives in my life. I am strong. I am a happy person who likes to laugh.
I have actively started telling myself (again) to thought stop. To quit giving it space in my head. I can do this!

Next weekend s20 will be coming home to watch s17 race. We will all be there. looking forward to it!

M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13