hang in there 2old. someone before said its like a wave of emotion sweeps over you. It comes out of nowhere. It can knock my breath out at times. I am learning though to have my cry( I am a year+ from BD)then I ask God for strength and courage. It works for me. I get up and proceed on. It will not lay me flat. I too want those answers... for me, that part is hard to come to grips with and I see my h a couple of times a week.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
