I think I am just "musing" about the why's. I don't think the reasons matter.
Long game, big picture.
I will not make my previous mistake again, as I suspect it cost me one of the few chances I am going to get.
I will not let the stupid little things I do to overthink and then overreact, get to me.
H is house sitting in a different town for three weeks. At least it gets him out of the clutches of former friends who haven ulterior agenda for H.
I have carpet being laid on Saturday, there is a lot of prep work to do before they get here. I am contemplating asking H to help me do the prep work. H loves being helpful, loves being the guy who solved the problem.....I haven't let him be the hero in a long time, it is one of our issues.
I have until Friday to ask, so is this a bad idea? Too soon? Will he think I am pushing?
