H called me yesterday at noon, to see how my day was going and confirm that he would pick up the package and FINALLY drop off food for our dog. H now seems to refer to where he is staying as "Joe's House" rather then "Home" which always made me cringe.
The food was in the freezer when I got home, but only enough for 6 days, not the 3 weeks worth that I had asked for.
I am trying. No calling, texting or emailing.
My counselor says H has a "hair trigger" in that the push and pull of our relationship has him hyper-reactive. I move to him, he runs away. He moves to me, I typically push to hard too fast, he runs away.
I know I mindread a bit, but I wonder, why only enough food for 6 days? Why the call to tell me he was bringing it, when he just could have texted or emailed?
When I got up today, I didn't immediately check my phone to see if H had called or texted, I actually almost forgot it today.
It felt good to know, that I am starting to get control of my emotions.
