While he keeps on talking about the future as if we will in fact end, he:
- invites me for everything and is adamant about us going together - turns off iPad and pc to watch tv with me, whereas before deployment, he would be reading the news and that bugged the crap out of me because I felt like we weren't enjoying something together - has gone to two counseling sessions and will go tomorrow on his own because he has some questions - when we talk about our relationship, he always goes back to not believing that I could forgive him - he doesn't reach out to touch me, but the few times I touched him, he reciprocated, such as, I put my head on his shoulder and he rests his head on mine.
