Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

He reached out and he spewed even when I didn't provoke. I cannot do this. It is too much. He is spending time speaking with OW. He says we are just over and why can't it be just that.

Says he settled for me and he compromised his happiness. Says he know me and that I will always be who I am. I am hating myself and asking myself what I did to deserve everything he says and does. I am on an emotional rollercoaster right now. I Feel like a complete failure. He does not love me and is telling me that I am not worth him putting his life on for me because I love him. I cannot think, eat, or sleep. I am restless....I want to give up.