Tomorrow I get to pick up Ds and that will be GREAT!
I had a session at my shrink today. We talked about a lot of stuff but mostly my passive aggression and how I should look at it. It is her opinion that I have to look at how and where I obtained this if I want to get rid of it – totally. I get her points but will properly have to work on this for the rest of my life. The big part in this was realizing it! It was an ok session and I have decided that I want to stay with her for a long time or until I decide otherwise I have talked to my doctor and they have granted me 12 sessions more so I will be able to stay with my shrink for at least the next year – that’s great! I feel the combination of therapist, reading and this forum is doing me so good! Furthermore I feel good these days and that’s without my children around me! I feel strength returning and soon I will be able to start exercising again – it’s more than two months ago now and I miss it! Last but not least, I once again got some needed help on my sit! Gratitude!
TEXTING WITH W THIS EVENING:
ME (7.39PM): I will pick up bags tomorrow morning around 7.45AM if possible - otherwise in the afternoon….ok? Please put note in kindergarten that I will pick up D4 at 4.15PM. Say hello to the girls and give them a hug :-) F W: (7.41PM) That’s totally all right. Will D6 attend scouting tomorrow..? Ds says hi :-) ME: (7.46PM) Yup W: (7.49PM) D6 is smiling W: (7.56PM) Ds says good night
I didn’t answer the last one! I had written the answer but didn’t send it since I realized that this was properly just W cake-eating (small cake, but still cake) and I will see the Ds tomorrow. At the same time I try to be the one that ends convo’s. I realize that this “Say hello to the girls and give them a hug :-)” should properly not have been send since it is not very business-like. It is much easier with S10 since he has his own phone!
Me:44 W:43 D7, D5 (S11 from other R)
T: 8y - not M ILYB: 8. Mar 2013 W moved: 1. Aug 2013 LRT: 20. Aug 2013 _______________________________ Do or do not – there’s no try.