Angela - just so you know, you're absolutely not alone. In the space of less than a month, my W went back and forth from: -> We're done, get away from me, filed divorce <- I love you, I want to be married to you, let's get back in -> I think divorce is probably best choice -> You make me sick <- Hugging, laughing, talking about future together -> Sign the paperwork so we can get this over with
I probably shouldn't call W a whale - but that analogy is apt. Just wanted you to know you're not alone.
What can you do on the bad days? Do you know what kind of day it'll be typically? Can you take kids to the zoo? Go to the mall and walk around? Be SOMEWHERE else?
Just wanted you to know you're not alone. 
