This the most humorous and ACCURATE description I have heard yet! I must've laughed and reread that for 5 minutes!!! LOL!
Originally Posted By: 2old
Yea AS was getting rather creative there...lol....but, then again he probably isnt that far off either.....
Glad you two enjoyed it It really is a reflection of what was going on in W's head. I was lucky enough to have her open up to me a few times about what she was going through and when she did, she explained that she was very confused and wasn't even sure she knew "right" from "wrong" anymore, or what was best for her. She knew she was hurting people (particularly me and the kids) and she felt terrible about it, but at the same time she felt she had to "escape". But escape what? And to where? She didn't know that either. About 6 months after BD she surprised me with the disclosure that she had been crying privately every single day. She seemed so cold and unaffected by things, resolute that leaving the M was the right thing to do. I was really surprised to hear that what was going on inside was so vastly different than the cold, hard exterior she was presenting.
The last time I asked her how she was feeling was months ago and at that point she said she was no longer confused and was happy being out of the M. So it did change for her, and not in my favor. But for a long time she very much was that crazy car weaving all over the road.
It really is a reflection of what was going on in W's head. I was lucky enough to have her open up to me a few times about what she was going through and when she did, she explained that she was very confused and wasn't even sure she knew "right" from "wrong" anymore, or what was best for her. She knew she was hurting people (particularly me and the kids) and she felt terrible about it, but at the same time she felt she had to "escape". But escape what? And to where? She didn't know that either. About 6 months after BD she surprised me with the disclosure that she had been crying privately every single day. She seemed so cold and unaffected by things, resolute that leaving the M was the right thing to do. I was really surprised to hear that what was going on inside was so vastly different than the cold, hard exterior she was presenting.
