Is it too late?

[trueblue1]

Another Update!!

Well I really tried to go dark , at the end of day one WAW sends a `goodnite x’ txt then this morning a `hope you have a good day x’ txt.

Then, biggest surprise of all, she actually phoned this afternoon & a 40 minute call, led by her, mainly all questions about my MLC, why I had one, why I was so horrible etc etc. She also confirmed she had a MLC 8 years ago so I tried to explain that maybe she knew a little of what I had gone through (not listening to people etc)….she validated this!

All I could do was keep validating over & over again., It was basically a repeat of the conversation we had face to face last week.

Sometime I do not understand:

Why did she call?
If she is so loved up why is she contacting me?
Why does she text?
Why is she asking the same questions over & over again?

As always I will spend the evening with this spinning round in my head hoping that she is changing her mind….wish I could stop that!

Suppose its time for me to try & go dark again!

Thanks