If something doesn't feel authentic, don't do it. You made the right choice for you.

That being said, he doesn't need to know what you do with every minute of your life, so don't feel you need to tell him.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss