I will keep posting...

So h and I went to counseling. It was very hard to hear a lot of things he said.

Basically he said he has grown resentful of me and that killed his love for me, while he is in love with ow and intends to start a life with her.

I think for the first time, it made me listen to him.

He wants to go back there individually because he has some "questions" to ask the therapist that he thinks would hurt me if I heard. I wonder what those are.

He has mentioned that he is worried that he would not stop having feelings for the ow and that I would never forgive him.

Now on to take a shower and absorb all that.


M: 34 H:41
M: 3 T:5
S1 and S0
SS11
BD: 8/13
EA: 8/13