In some weird way, his own way there is some kind of commitment, to what I am confused. He is committed to working for the family, keeping our house that he resents, food on the table. Today he said there is no you and me because there is no me, I'm trying to loose myself.
Then in the same sentence he says, you have me I will aways be here for you.
I don't even understand myself too much, no way I can get where he is coming from, but so far there is a commitment, to what, I don't know.
Let go and Let God! Yup, that is all I have.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
