uRworthy & Whiterose, MH, FY, CP, wow. Thank you so much! Your feedback and guidance is such a Godsend. I can't thank you enough. The past few days have included a lot of GALing, spending time with kids and a little self-reflection.
I did have a low period after I slipped over the weekend and asked family for a bit of advice about financial stuff. They're pretty understanding right now of where the sitch stands, but they just want to see me get on with my life and can't fully understand the implications of all of this to my kids/family which I want so badly to build to a new healthier place.
I had some time to spend with my spiritual adviser. He's amazingly supportive of where-ever this all leads. He also helped encourage me that it's all going to work out for me one way or the other in the end.
I've only had positive interactions with W since my last update. We're getting along pretty well and she's been offering to help with a lot of stuff. I'm still uncertain about how to exactly approach financial matters b/c I'm really enjoying the peace right now. W has not discussed D since last week, but she continues to be very friendly with me. Sure, we don't talk a lot, but when we do it's generally friendly and positive.
Well, that's where I am for now. Let the show go on!
ETC
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
