NEW LIFE / NEW ME - TAKING OFF!

[Fartiltre]

I visited neighbors yesterday evening. Good food and good company.

I am feeling much better today and have been working quite a lot on my home today. I am off the morphine for 24 hours right now but I still take some painkillers. My stomach is all black, blue and yellow and feels like it have been 2x4 for real, but I guess that what I could expect, even though I try to live without any expectations
I will definitely be ready for work tomorrow and that’s great - I need people around me these days.

I have (as all ways) been thinking a lot about sit! I still know that I will come out all right but since I do hope for a chance to R somewhere in the future my mind is wandering about how R starts, what could happen and how I should to respond if W makes a move.
(I know perfectly well that R isn’t about to happen soon – If at all! I just want to feel prepared!)
It seems like the path I am on right now will either end by me throwing in the towel or W making a move.
How does R start?
Does this follow a “script” as well?
What is the appropriate reaction/action?

I also think a lot about what is going on in the mind of the WAW! How is she experiencing all of this? It is intriguing thoughts that leads absolutely nowhere but I can’t help thinking them. I would love 5 min. inside Ws head – just to get a better understanding of what she is going through.



I have tried to call S10 once today. I miss the children terribly!

I root for you every day and I pray that your W sees the man you have become and finds it in her heart to give your M another chance. That said, I also know you will come out of all of this okay regardless.

LTH, you have no idea how much a message like this means to me! It makes me glad and give’s me strength.
THANKS!

F