Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

I really need the support to prevent me from calling my H. I have been thinking about him a lot today. I know that I am suppose to be detaching but it is not always that easy. I saw my IC yesterday and guess her feedback was that while I did not seem upset that she believed I was displaying apathy for the situation.

Then maybe I am a little detached and I have kept my mind occupied this week, but really started thinking about H last night. I wonder if he thinks about me at all? I wonder if he feels anything at all?

I know that these are questions that I should not be focused on and that I must GAL. I think I have been doing that but doesn't the LBS occasionally think about their wayward spouses?