The concert was in the morning. I picked up W and the kids very early so that the girls could prepare themselves. On our way there, D4 asked W why did she like her father and W just kept quiet. I can tell my kids enjoy both their parents together. It was an hour before the concert starts and W went M.I.A. I spent the hour looking at old photos in the camera. Most of it were taken months before BD. W looked happy then. I was happy then. After the concert, we had lunch. I took them home and bathe D3. It was fun. They will be taking their nap soon while I'm sitting in the front porch contemplating my future. I do miss them very much. I miss my home. I hope W 'wakes up' soon. I'm very tired. I have to let go of her and the memories are holding me back. She's a different person now. I want to be happy again.
M35 XW34 D5 D4 M 6years T 10years Bomb 5/2013 Joint Petition signed 6/2013 Moved out end of 8/2013 Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013 D finalized in 3 months - no news yet
