Thanks Pudmuddle. It is in no way easy by any means. I just keep fighting & pray for strength daily.

Having a PMA & mind reading are my biggest struggles. Acting "as if" does not come easy when you're down, so I try not to go there.

Who knows? I may be the fool one day? I'm by no way in the clear of everything being ok. Restoring marriage is not impossible, but sometimes I wonder. No matter the outcome, I will be a stronger, better person that's for sure.


M 34
H 35
D 7 D 6
M 10 T 14
Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013
BD 12/15/12