I am going to assume this is where the testing part comes in. H usually calls me right after work....that was three hours ago...no call. I went to Hot Yoga...still no call.

A. He doesn't want to talk to me
B. He forgot
C. Fell asleep
D. Busy

They all fall under, "beyond my control."

I'm NOT calling him!

I post on this thread, not just to get advice but because I can pour out my insecurities here, and hopefully take away some of their power, so that I don't do stupid stuff.

I really want to change. I don't want to be that angry person anymore. I don't want to be that wife who calls and b***hes at her husband at work.

But dammit, it hurts when I am brushed off or just a side note to him. It hurts to think he forgot about me.