I feel like the surgery was the last thing I needed to get done. During the last seven weeks I have closed down three businesses and opened a new one, W moved out and surgery is now also done. My house is almost ready for the winter and most important my path seems clear: Be the best man and father possible GAL Work on me Detach and stay as dark as possible
The last weeks have been crazy and I do hope that I, in the months to come will find more peace and more time to myself. I think my head is now straightened out by caring people on this forum. I have so many things on my to-do list that needs to get done but right now I need to recover from surgery.
I still love W and I still hope for another chance! I feel this LRT is good for me. I think about her all the time but I do not feel like calling her and my head isn’t making up excuses to contact her anymore – it’s almost like the opposite right now. So this path seems right for me and hopefully it will also be that in regards of possible R. Last time I saw W was 28. August but we speak quite often on the phone. I am not reaching out anymore and only call her to talk to Ds.
As always when I start a new thread I look back on my sit and especially to all of you! I can’t express what this board means to me, but I truly believe that I would have been a mess without you! I will be all right what ever happens! Thanks!
