Wow MH you've been busy! Well done I wish I had your motivation. My problem is I don't get to bed early enough as I hang around waiting for you Americans to come online, lol. It's my own fault. You're right it is easy to wallow in self pity, whenever I find myself doing that I try to snap out of it I find that if I've not heard from H for a few days or seen him, I begin to start seeing him in a different light. Then when I do see him again, I find myself forgiving him for all the hurt he's caused. Does that make sense?
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
I wish I had your motivation. My problem is I don't get to bed early enough as I hang around waiting for you Americans to come online, lol. It's my own fault.