Hey FY, those are two really good things. Redoing her bedroom shows she isnt going anywhere anytime soon. And reading and looking within is always a plus.
I wanted you to know I understand completely how hard it is to have a loveless marriage. Though it is not really loveless as I think she loves you deep down.
Only you know what you can endure and how long you can stand.
And you are right, feelings ebb and flow.
I promise you that when you get to where you can go no further, you will know without a single doubt.
So, hopefully things will change before that happens. You are doing what you should be. Living life and finding moments that fill you.
I am here, rooting you on, praying for you and hoping so very much that your w sees who we see here. A man who is loyal, kind, funny, compassionate, passionate and cool.
