lots of back and forth messaging today. W wants out. I slipped quite a bit today and got into reasoning mode. She's convinced we're just a mismatched pair and nothing has changed for her. Of course, my reasoning doesn't change a thing. I need to go along with this and let go. I quickly felt my PMA slip away the more I reasoned. I can't cling to anything and need to go back to taking care of myself.
The one good thing is we ended our messaging on a positive note that we're both committed to being kind to each other during the whole D process. So, let the D-train begin. Another new chapter!
I now need to go back to dim and GALing for my own well-being. It's so easy to get sucked into long discussions that ultimately don't change anything. When they want out, there's no changing their minds with words.
ETC
"Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
