better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

I went to class . I looked cute! I had lunch after class with a friend. I went and got a mani/pedi.
I had dinner together with my kids. I studied and did hw.along with s 17. so overall, a good day.
class again today. I like my classes. Wish I could share about them with h. will see h tonight. h has not seen kids in a week and will stop by.
I have to fake it. He was in city for work where ow lives. have to act like that doesn't bother me?? have to act like I have moved on...