By the end of the day h was asking me to let him complete his journey. Saying he needs to finish all the steps and doing nothing and being home only stops the forward progress.
WTF? He's is in tune with what he's doing. The difference is me. I differ from others standing, I am not in love with him anymore. I don't love him anymore. I feel like that makes me different from other stories, whether there was reconiciation or not so many stilled loved their S thru the end.
He can have his progress and his steps in time. I will still need more than he can give me in a M.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
