How can I not be overcome by grief? Every time I adjust to my new normal, she yanks the rug out from under me.

Me: 43 W: 44 T: 13 M: 8
BD: 01/26/2013
IC: 03/19/2013
S: 04/10/2013
TC: 08/14/2013
DF: 09/15/2013
DR: WAW LRT