lol MH I hear what you're saying I've often thought of having a girly pamper night round here, but I can't be bothered to organise anything, lol. Especially after I've been at college all day I get down when my H seems to be getting closer and then the next time I see him he's says something that makes me think no he's still not coming back! As I've said before I need to be ready for him to come back, he needs to be a better man and so do I! I don't want him turning up at the door with his suitcase, that would give me a heart attack, lol. I also want him to date me first so that we get to know each other again. Can you imagine if any of our spouses just turned up at the door with their suitcases, expecting to share the same bed with you that night and get intimate as if nothing has happened? That sort of happened with me the last time and I feel that this time round it's going to be very uncomfortable for me! Anyway here I am waffling on again! sorry about that
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
I've often thought of having a girly pamper night round here, but I can't be bothered to organise anything, lol. Especially after I've been at college all day 
