Acceptance...

[Live4myDay]

I have been divorced for a little over 2 years. It's just the companionship that I miss. Someone to do things with and calls and cares about me. I need that gay guy friend to hang out with!

My D has had this procedure done earlier this year in January. It has notpassed the US requirements. We've done a lot of research. It seems you cannot take your own stem cell and mix them with other genetic factors and re-insert. However you can take your stem cells and reinject. Some debate over it since you can take an embryo and fetilize in petri dish and reinsert.

My D has had fairly decent results and would like to get another treatment.

When we went in January it was the first time I had to spend actual hours upon hours in the same room with X and FIL. Very challenging and difficult. I was quite pleasant and upon returning home my X told people that we seems to have worked things out. Hmmm...we never had a conversation. A group may have talked about the hotel or food or weather. but there wasn't really any one on one.

At one point we crossed paths in a concourse stairway he going down me going up. One of the most heartbreaking there. We just held each others glances and he looked at me like there was nothing there. Hollow.

Anyway, we may have to do this all over again before the holidays.