I know your hurt. I did talk to my dr about what was going on and started taking an AD. It has helped. I had panic attacks in the beginning. The hurt comes in waves. Best thing is get busy yourself. I'm taking classes which forces me to study and not dwell on sit. Thinking about you. I pray for all of us and these lost spouses
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13
