FlyOnTheWall, I think you are right that the hardest part is behind me. I do feel a sense of relief, a huge sense of relief. Like a weight has been lifted and I no longer have to worry about whether things are going to work out. I can just BE!

Perhaps that is why I am doing ok in spite of the circumstances. I also feel that I have been given a lot of time to think about things since February, and seen him go through all sorts of changes, mostly negative. I have felt the love and care he used to once have for me dwindle away, and now I want more for myself, and feel like I deserve more.

I know that you have been going through a lot of changes yourself, what was the experience like for you?

M: 8 yrs T:14
Twins:7 S:5
BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013
Mar/Apr/May: MC
June: "living in limbo"
Sept 12: H moves out
Oct 20: reconciling
Jan-Feb 2014:MC
Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.