No Bond, I had no intention of going over the top. I think at this point there is little hope of R with us. I have been coming to that reality slowly but surely. She has shown a steady and growing coldness towards me for all of the 5 months this has go on. It also appears that she has decided to go n/c even more than she already was. I accept there is no use in trying to guess any longer what she might be thinking. I also accept the idea she just may file for D.
I have been feeling good about my going dark and n/c. I understand at some point she may reach out but, NO EXPECTATIONS is now my mantra......
