“If someone tells you how great life is, it isn't always true. And what kind of person tells that to someone they have abandoned.” - Bea, this is very valid point.

Portia, I’m too going through the anger. Sometimes I think I’m angry at myself. How could I still be thinking about H and having some hopes for the future when he’s been hurting me so much. It seems that he has no clue that his actions hurt people around him, he is only thinking about himself. I’m angry at myself for not letting it go after 15 months.

I hope you feel better. (((((hugs)))))


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state