Take a deep breath MNS. You've done all you can at this point. Wait for your L to call you back. If your H calls, texts or emails, DO NOT respond until you've spoken to your L.
You are stronger than this. Right now you're battling your emotions and they're winning. That's to be expected. You are not alone, always remember that. Take some time and concentrate on yourself; right now that's all you can do.
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks