You got this!! Really, for now, the hardest part is somewhat over, you made it, you've learned, you've progressed. And your still growing. I think the road, although still long, flattens out a bit for you now, or do some of the turns seem not so sharp?? go figure?.
Without giving up hope, holding the rope as tight, trying to pull off a miracle that cant happen in the time frame. You'll be ok. Your husband's journey is just starting, let him have it.
I think your going to understand things in a whole new light sooner rather than later. The pressure will be off you, and on him. Watching from the stands, watching from 50,000 feet, seeing things thru new glasses. Its all a good step when you realize theres nothing you can do but let him fall.
