I am on the high part of this roller coaster ride. My self confidence is rebuilding and my swimming lessons start tomorrow night.
It helped that I had my kids at my place for 2 days last weekend!
I do recognize that I do get envious when I read on FB or see a happy family playing together at the park, realizing I am now a single dad. It is a selfish, negative trait that I need to work on. No FB for 3 weeks now!
I read a great line on the forum today that really helped me identify my disappointment and resentment towards my W for not wanting to reconcile.
"W isn't my enemy. Bitterness, resentment, selfishness - these are my enemys, and the only action I can take is to pray for my W, and eradicate those things from my life."
H 37 WAW 32 S 4 (Autistic) S 2 Together 11 years Married 6 Bombshell Dec 1 2012 House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.
