After reading your posts I have to say I am inspired by your calm, collected attitude. You can see your true shining soul coming through in your posts. I hope I can be there some day as well.
I am glad to hear that you and H are dating and I don't blame you at all for being cautious.
I am sorry to hear about your dog.
Keep on being a genuine inspiration!
Warm regards, Pud
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.