Woohoo, a full 48 hours of going dark! Sometimes it makes me think I'm a little pathetic, but I'll take these small wins. Baby steps, you know!
The good thing is that W has said many times that she would "come back" except she needs time and space to think, especially with moving and starting a new job. So this will take away the excuses, and I believe let me know if it's really time to drop the rope; which I'm pretty sure it is. W may come around over the next 6-8 months, but unfortunately, it's not really worth waiting around for.
It stings a little today - just this limbo crap. I'm the type that would rather just take the punch and get it over with; but I remember that this starts to fade a little bit every day. Friday was a 10/10, today's it's a 4/10. I'm pretty sure the next "spike" will be a 2/10 and so on. So it's good. One day at a time.
