One giant leap forward! - Part 6

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@Sandi

To be honest about it no I don't think she will stop me from seeing them. I do think if pushed she will put temporary obstructions in my way.

I chose to use the Friday afternoon working because it is real and something that I have noticed at work. My fellow colleagues in the same position are doing more hours than I am and it's because of the Friday afternoons. The colleagues are my brothers and that is why I get away with it but considering the W and the kids are just sat there waiting for me it makes zero sense.

This might push her enough because it will mean on some Fridays she will either have to drive herself or wait longer than the drive would take. Even might have to get them the Saturday morning.

W has always used guilt to control me and it's a hard thing to completely break away from without taking myself down.

I know that I am doing a good job but it doesn't stop me from feeling this way. It will take me time to get past this sticking point for me.