Sorry to make you worry guys, I am doing better. I dont go on the internet much very and found it made me feel better.
I really do appreciate the support. This forum has help me very much and I need to make more of an effort to pay it forward.
I am exercising more and it is making me feel so much better. I need to continue being active. It is my happy pill.
Seeing the boys more and she is letting me have them over to my place. Took my S1.5 on the bicycle for the first time and he loved it! So many giggles and smiles. Trying not to think about her and focus on me & my boys.
I have accepted that this is my new reality being a single father of 2 young boys. Not the life I had planed but need to make the best of it.
H 37 WAW 32 S 4 (Autistic) S 2 Together 11 years Married 6 Bombshell Dec 1 2012 House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.
