Apparently im getting the silent treatment since she said "Just come home..." speech a week ago. I'm not sure this is a roller coaster for me anymore. It feels like I've just gone around too many times now, and its time to get off the ride.
Whats sad, is im not even upset about it. I spent the last couple of days thinking about moving, finding a new job, and I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. I'm really, almost afraid, that i'm done. It just feels like games now. I'm tired on so many levels of it all.
Since EVERYTHING is in my name, cause my wife just never took care of her own credit. I'll have to be the one that files, and I've thought about that the last couple of days. I'm ok with it, really I am.
I've felt relaxed, no anxiety, and almost (sad to say) happy to not have to have the interactions. I didn't take any furniture when I left. I do have things i'd like to get, mostly would give her everything, as I just don't want much, but to move on.
The only thing I've debated to myself I think the last few days, is to just file, or tell her im filing and would like to make arrangements to pick up the couple of things i'd like to have, when she goes out of town again next weekend. I want to do it in the least confrontational way possible.
