You have a good point re "p----d off". I am working on gathering my anger, and will rehearse before any talk happens. I can tell you that at EE I was very angry about this, so yes, it is in there.
I think the core is "I will not stand for more of this, I've turned my cheek too many times, and from now on things are different".
Yes, it is also my fault.
Thanks,
Luke
M58, xW54 S22, D18 M 1984, D 2016 Living a new life.