Journaling, Well, I have had some ups and downs over the past few days, since receiving BD#2 last week. Kind of feeling mixed-emotions. Happy to receive an answer. Mixed feelings over the fact that we are getting separated. Happy that I can now move on with life again, rather than being stuck in a rut. Hopeful for the future!
Hearing what my H had to say, about his feelings for me, I think it is best that we separate. I feel that someone else can care for me in the way that I deserve to be cared for. He has hurt me in so many ways. I am ready to move on.
My emotions have been ALL over the place. Happy one minute and then sad/angry. But overall I am doing pretty well! I feel strong, and that I will be able to handle everything, and that everything will be just fine.
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
