"Okay, I slept upstairs last night, without any further blowback from W."
Stop expecting her to get upset. After reading through your posts about how your W "prowls" around and all the other things you've said about your W, you mindread ALOT. Stop that. Just observe and counter.
"What is the next challenge? "
Stop being afraid. Look her in the eye as a man would. What did you and your T discuss about this? What about your meetings with the other men that you were supposed to set up?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.