I don't know. I feel like a couple. We do as much together as we can with our schedules. We talk about everything....except our relationship. Like I said before, I asked one time where he saw our relationship going, he asked why it had to be going anywhere, and that was the end of that. I haven't ever asked again. Too scared after all this time to hear the same answer.

How do I ask for something from him when I don't know the answer to what I really want in the first place? That's not fair at all.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!