"If you send a message and you get no reply, you should still be able to think to yourself "well she's a WAS and she's following the WAS script, but what I did was the right thing and I'm glad I did it." Make sense?"
Sure does make sense....And to not at least say HB would be wrong IMHO. B/c this is who Iam. Oh I have been faithful to staying n/c for a month now. So, I cant where just saying HB will hurt as long as I remember NO EXPECTATIONS! This is where I trip up somewhat. Although I have detached fairly well, and the n/c has helped me alot, I still think in my mind that of possible expectations. So I must work this out of my head. This week is 5 months since W flew away (literally) and I feel my BDing has gotten much better.
As far as the dayspring card AS, it's not that she doesn't like them, she sent them alot. It's what I might of sent is why she didnt accept it. And believe me, it was nothing more than a general acknowledgement of our anniversary nothing more.
So, she remains in full script and I'm dealing with it a whole lot better than before. Still socks however.
