The thing to look at then is why did you find and commit to a R such as this? You got something out of it or you wouldn't have done it. It sounds as though she was never a warm and fuzzy person but you committed to her anyway. If you thought you could change her then that's certainly something to look at about yourself. I'm certainly not being judgmental just saying you need to look at how you got into such a sitch and what YOU got out of it otherwise you may, and most people do, repeat that experience in the future. Think about it. Then what are you going to do about yourself to change it for future relationships. Tough work, I know!
