Looking for New Options If H Wants Divorce

[MyNewStrength]

So, it looks like I have to start a new thread, so instead of saying I am all out of options, how about I am looking for new options whatever they may be. This is hopefully a more positive spin on my path forward.

Yesterday was not a bad day. I was actually surprised that I could think about my sitch without crying. I did come home and cook dinner for myself although my H took what was left.

He wanted to have a conversation about what a good day he had. Told me he went out for a drink (like I posted yesterday, he has not been hanging out anywhere except our couch) after work because he received "positive feedback" from his boss and that never happens.

He needs people to tell him he is great, if not, he retreats and blames everyone for his unhappiness --- LIKE ME!!!

He wanted to watch a movie with me, but I didn't want him to think I was okay with our situation, so I came to bed.

I thin he is lonely, he wants someone to spend time with and talk to about the good and bad things in his life, but he brought on this separation. Too bad, he can't face that he is depressed...my WAS.