Thanks so much, fly, I really needed the support and reminder that I will find happiness again, one way or another. And, you are right, I do (we all do) deserve it!
Spartan, thanks, I do feel strong more and more (overall), but I have my moments (like earlier tonight) where I have moments of weakness and clarity evades me.
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.