I think your doing great actually, you understand your choices, that's a huge advantage.
Your not there yet as far as committing to a choice, nothing wrong with that. You'll know when the time comes, no question about it. I don't think your going to waffle once that choice is made either.
You've set yourself a time frame, its a step towards progress for YOU. You can stick with it, or change your mind to sooner or later too. Theres no rules you have to stick by other than what you think is best for YOU. I think you know, and it seems like you've already seen, someone is/can be attracted towards you, and you about them. So take that pressure off yourself. Your a strong, obviously attractive woman with a heart that needs attention too.
You'll get there, either way, and you know that, really you do. Give yourself a little more credit. I know you know you'll find happiness again, you deserve it.
